Saturday, April 28, 2007

Over and Out

32700, something. dont remember the exact figure and am in no mood to open another tab for it too. time was around 7.45. cudn't sleep the whole night through. mom and dad were having their morning tea. bloody me, i felt as if i ruined it. ruined it? are u mad. is nething left to be ruined. have been thinking for some days, some spiteful things about people who care the most about me in the world. every thought came crashing down though, this morning. also been thinking for some days, tht these people's worlds are revolving around me. even if it isn't so, it atleast seems so. dont know why tht doctor said tht my eyesight is 6 by 6(watever tht means). i do have to put a lot strain to see the score. neways, he has asked me to go to him again, but am sure the first thing he is going to ask is the same tht i expect him to. dont know whether i wud want to go or not. i dont think this shud b the feeling at the moment but i m still thinking if i'll be going for the movie on monday or not. i've asked dad to remember to bring the pencil colors. do i have everything else. geometry box, check, pen, sort of, admit card, yes, pencils, wtf. dont know whether st pauls will b gud for it or bad. i mean the environment might prove inconclusive. but again, wtf. no centre was better or worse as yet. so why fret. still want a t shirt, u asshole, wudn't tht b enough. bikes, t shirt, girls, mobiles. i even switched this one off in the morning. mithapur was bad. really bad. i mean there were a lot more to b discussed thn chocolates and chocolaty things altogether. wudn't know wat they have got. 216 shud b gud, or so did i think. the ratio suggests it shud b gud. but statistics lie, people lie, results are amazingly gud. she was saying on tv tht u cant judge a persons knowledge in 3 hours or something like tht. another sucker on the microphone i say. u can grade people like nething. why those grades dont lie. u can see the picture, clear as is meant to be. i still think she lies.